Friday, August 30, 2013

"The Fault In Our Stars"

I finally finished reading Robert Ellis' The Lost Witness yesterday. Though it wasn't an "edge-of-your-seat" thriller kind of book (though honestly, I don't know what that looks like), I'm looking forward to reading John Green's The Fault In Our Stars now. I honestly have no idea what this books is about. Like at all. When I stumbled upon the book, it was first featured as "this month's book club reading" at a store, I immediately dismissed it. The Fault In Our Stars didn't really capture my attention at the time. Now friends, fellow bookworms, and even some YouTube personalities were positively responding to how well the story was written. Thus, I impulsively bought a collector's edition the book at a Barnes and Noble (I know, I know - though in my defense, I knew that I would be able to find the book there: the collector's edition of the book was just icing on the cake). So here I am, telling you that I'm about to read the book, while the book is sitting to my right, just waiting to be read. Life is funny like that.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

The Second, Sleepy Day

Good morning! Today's my second day at university. I must say, I've been hanging in there. Still nervous, but I'm starting to adjust to the schedule. I've been already assigned an essay and extensive reading, but it's nothing I can't handle for now. The lack of sleep is annoying, but bearable. As you can already tell, I'm still sleepy. Well, I've got class in a few minutes so I've got to go. I will write something in a day or two. Cheers, friends!

Monday, August 26, 2013

First Day!

Right now, I'm approximately 40 minutes away from my first class for this new Fall Semester. I'm ecstatic and nervous about this. I've been talking about being eager to go back, and now that I'm in... I want out! 

Not really :P

If anything, I'm just nervous that I'll be taking on 16 units' of classwork along with 32 hours' of work at my station. It's gonna be quite a busy semester for me this Fall. Wish me luck! =D

Friday, August 23, 2013

College Textbooks...

WHY U SO EXPENSIVE???

Ugh. Today I visited my university to find my classrooms and assess the costs for my textbooks. The total cost of my books this semester just made my heart sink. Approximately $800 (with taxes included) will go to purchase my required tomes for this Fall Semester. $800! And here's the kicker: all of these books (except for one) are used! Used! What the frack, man?! 

This is, by far, the most I've paid for books. For the most part, I've only paid 300 on average for books. This, as you can see, is an anomaly. 

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

"No Excuse."

Ugh. Today was simply...sub-par. I didn't feel productive, efficient, or even have the drive to perform the tasks that were present at work. Fortunately, this type of day hasn't been occurred in the past few months (which is amazing, considering I deal with all types of people - mainly those that are angry and stupid, but still people nonetheless.) With school coming up soon, I probably won't have a day like this for a good while =D

Monday, August 19, 2013

Ender's Game and CRL

Ender's Game is the 41st book I have completed for my Comprehensive Reading List, or CRL as I call it. As I have mentioned a few times throughout the year, the goal is to read 75% of the 67 books I have listed on that list. As of now, I'm at approximately 61.19% (or 61.19402... to be exact). If I didn't add an additional 10 books to the list, I'd be much closer to accomplishing my goal of reading 75% (I'd be only 2 books away, instead of 10 away at the moment). But I'm cool with it! I made this list to be fluid, being able to add and remove books whenever I wanted. There have been times where I removed a book or two because I felt that I didn't take away anything from a book or reading it felt like a waste of time. I still have roughly 3.5 months before the year is over, so I'm hoping to get really close to that magic number.


Ender's Game was a fascinating read. There were times that I had to be reminded that Ender was a boy of nine years, even though he had the maturity of a young man. I can understand why this book was met with much friction, especially from mothers and school teachers. Events that transpired among students aboard the Battle School seemed illogical for children to commit and attempt, ranging from humiliations, bodily harm, and even murder. "Children should be children, not be forced to be adults at such a young age," I guess is the main argument. However, a book like this can have us reflect our actions and behavior toward others and ask ourselves, "Were my actions justified? Or was I malicious and excessive?" While the characters involved (with the exception of Graff, of course) and overall plot was nowhere near morally ambiguous, the actions of certain people were. I've read somewhere that some branches of the military actually recommend reading Ender's Game for its philosophical implications, especially knowing that many soldiers can and will commit actions that we, as civilians, won't ever comprehend unless we were there in combat also. Maybe somebody can confirm this for me? I personally can't wait for the film adaptation to be released. I'm very confident that some scenes that transpired in the novel will, without a doubt, be altered considerably. I don't mind this at all, as long as the core message of the novel stays the same, which we should always hope for in adaptations. 



Next on my reading list is Robert Ellis' The Lost Witness, which I don't know what the novel is about or what to expect. The book was given to me by a friend since he didn't have time to read it and he knew that I have a collection that is constantly growing. I'm hoping it's a good read! 

Thursday, August 15, 2013

A Little Sad Today

I feel like I've lost a friend today...

But I can't understand this feeling...

I wonder why I'm feeling this way...

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

In Two Weeks' Time...

...School begins anew for me. I am pretty excited and nervous. I will be taking on 16 units' worth of class materials, all the while juggling work, some social life, and sleep (if any). It's just not this upcoming Fall semester that will be like this. If anything, my remaining semesters will be like this, pushing myself to the limit in hopes of accomplishing and meeting all the requirements for my undergraduate degree. 

So, while school is not in session, I'll be trudging along with work and life, before the black hole that is my academic life sucks me in and drags me down to oblivion. I'm feeling quite happy now, but I don't think I'll so optimistic at the end of December. But, to end on a happy note, I now know how to handle and reduce the murkiness of the upcoming semester =D

Monday, August 12, 2013

"The Easy Day Was Yesterday"

Sunday was great! Some plans fell through (like seeing my mechanic and going to the movies), but, what matters most was that I had a relaxing Sunday. I'm really gonna enjoy having my Sundays for the next few months, before I'll have to work on them again.

Moving on, running on Sunday morning was both a blessing and a curse. I learned that my state of being physically unfit is staggeringly frightening. As I have posted earlier, reading Max Brooks' The Zombie Survival Guide has inspired more to improve my fitness altogether. So Sunday was my first day of training, but I didn't pace myself. It wasn't until the second half of my run that made me struggle the most, revealing just how unfit I really am. You couldn't believe how relieved I was after my run. However, tomorrow (on Tuesday), I will run again, even if my body hasn't really recovered at all today (Monday). I hope to improve drastically over the next few months (until late December or early January, I hope). Then, I'm going to attempt Parkour! 

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Day Off Tomorrow

Finally, after some lengthy weeks (and extensive hours), I finally have a day off. Although, if I could gripe about this, I'd like to have a whole week off, considering all the time I have sort of have lost due to losing one co-worker and training two others. If I had a whole week to myself, what would I do? I haven't thought that far ahead as far as time off. However, I do have somethings tomorrow planned namely:


  • Begin the first day of my training regimen (I know where I stand health-wise and I have set up some personal goals - more on that later).
  • See my mechanic (my car needs a new engine mount, transmission mount, air filter, and a new spark plug - nothing too demanding, I hope)
  • Spend time with my family (watch Pacific Rim, if it's still in theaters, or Elysium, since it was just released this weekend).
  • Have dinner with my dad (I miss that man).
  • Go on a hike with my best friend (he's been inviting me I feel bad for not going along - tomorrow, I'll make it up to him).
Of course, there some other things to do, like catch up on my YouTube channels, knock off a few items off my Netflix queue, and do some gaming/errands (not in that order), but they are not as important as the other things that I have mentioned earlier. Tomorrow's gonna be a great (but busy) Sunday.

Friday, August 9, 2013

IT CAME FROM SPACE!!!...(Not Really...)

I think I may have done a similar post in the past, I'll have to be sure of that, but I'm still desiring to be part of that campy Sci-Fi lore. You know, rockets and robots, world domination, and ALIENS!!! I've been reading Ender's Game this past week or so, but not as active as I'd like. It's a good read, and I'd like read more of these types of books. Good science fiction, as I have learned, not only tells a great story, but the characters wrestle with contemporary topics, such as race, status, culture/tradition, ethics, and many more. It's what made Star Trek (with Shatner's Capt. Kirk, not Stewart's Capt. Picard) so successful, as well as Ender's Game, 1984, Brave New World, and many others. Perhaps this is the sociological part of my brain doing all the talking, but I'd like to know your thoughts on science fiction: does it address current issues? Or am I just overthinking the whole thing? Also, what are some of your favorite Sci-Fi series?

EDIT: I actually had briefly mentioned my growing interest in Sci-Fi over here >>> "An Eye Is Upon You"

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Mixed Signals & Gambling

This is a different story about a girl (not this story about about a girl), since I've been trying to move on from the first one (if this makes any sense to anyone). Long story short, I've been bonding with a girl over dumb jokes, quips, and an overall genuine concern of our daily existence (small talk, I know, but it leads to deeper topics of discussion). At first, I didn't really notice notice her (that came later), but I just thought it was kind of cool to talk to somebody on a daily basis. Like I said, over time, I really began to notice her, like her laugh, her smile, her hair even (yeah, yeah, don't laugh). Maybe it's just me (and most likely it is just me), but I was certain she was into me, too. Her body language gave me all the right signals, and after some internal debate with myself, I decided to take leap of faith and ask her out on a date. And this is where it was a pain to know the answer. She hesitated and mulled over a possible to give me. All the while, there I am, waiting and anticipating an answer. My heart was beating so loudly, and all the sounds surrounding my were washed out, replaced by the bass-heavy beating of my hear. In the end, she wasn't interested, apologizing for leading me on and letting to believe such things. In reflection (this happened yesterday Aug. 3, 2013), I'm not at all upset. If anything, I feel disappointed. I really thought to have a future of sorts with this girl. Oh well, she's not interested in me and there's nothing I can do but to move on. The search continues...damn it.

Later on that day, I began to work my shift. With the recent hang-up looming over my conscious, my work-shift was immediately tarnished. Not to mention that dreaded PowerBall Lottery jackpot had climbed up to $300 million (it's $300,000,000 written out). Which, in turn, only amplified my bitter perspective of my day. As you all know, my view of the lottery is a very cynical one. For the lottery (or any gambling mechanism in general) dangles false hope upon foolish participants stupid enough to think that they can become filthy rich overnight (and no, that's not from a book - it's my honest, and humble, opinion). Which does happen and it's extremely rare when it does, but it'll never happen to you. And if you have read my "Give Me The Winning Ticket!!!" post, then just know that I loathe the system that is the lottery for the reasons posted in my previous post, with a passion of a thousand suns (you can thank my friend for that one! Ha!). 

So all these trite and predictable comments, multiplied with my romantic hangups have made me extremely bitter for the day. And here I am, venting to the digital world, hoping for an ear of sympathy, yearning to be heard, and finally desiring to connect with another person half a world away. Thank you for reading, listening, and responding (if you choose to reply) to this lengthy vent. It wasn't easy nor comfortable, but thank you nonetheless. Have a good night, good morning, and good afternoon.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Anime Expo 2013 - The Second Day!



This here vlog is from my second day at the Anime Expo. This time around, I'm accompanied by xXAnthonyBaelXx (a good friend and fellow vlogger) as we explore some of the things I have missed the first time around yesterday. Enjoy!

Thursday, August 1, 2013

The Anime Expo of 2013

This year's Anime Expo (or AX13, in short) was my first experience. As I wrote in an earlier post, I had to spend the first day working a full shift, before I rushed over to make the most of what remained for that day's schedule. As a result, I had (at most), approximately a mere 2-day experience of the event (and as I wrote, I had paid for the full 4-Day experience). Nonetheless, I had much fun. It was an all-new experience for me (since it was my first time going to such an event), and I have to admit, it was all overwhelming. So many people, so many cosplayers, so much to see and so much to do!!! There wasn't enough time to do it all, but that's with anything fun and exciting. In reflection of Anime Expo, there are some things I would like to do differently next (here's hoping I can go all four days!!!):


  1. Approach more cosplayers - I saw some pretty awesome cosplayers (two of which are the thumbnails to my AX vlogs), but I was nervous to approach and ask for a photo or even record them for the vlogs. But I've learned that people want to be approached, just at reasonable moments. If they are eating, resting, on the phone, or heading over to a panel/meeting, it's not a good time. Other than that, it should be fine to approach them. 
  2. Plan ahead - Half of my experience at AX13 was impetuous and impromptu. Not that it's a bad thing, but with proper planning, I can make the most of any given day. 
  3. Attend an 18+ panel - This is dubious but necessary, in my opinion. There are certain panels/events exclusive to people over 18 ranging from karaoke and stand-up comedy, to speed-dating and dances, and to more adult content like watching erotic anime to learn Japanese (that was one of the events this year)! 
  4. Have time off from work - I had originally planned for all four days off, but a co-worker took time off for a couple of days (it was the July 4th weekend) and another got fired, so I ended up picking all the extra hours, working more that what I should have worked regardless. Hopefully next year, nobody will ask for days off around the time of the Expo (or better yet, nobody gets fired!).

Anime Expo - The First Day!



So this is the first day of my time at Anime Expo 2013. Don't know why I couldn't find the video earlier. Otherwise, I wouldn't have to make this a separate post. Oh well...